Sad Moment

This week is a long day for me. I feel a lil bit sad and happy at the same time. I've been very busy these days as to school is just a week ahead. I don't feel like I am ready yet. Yesterday was a worst day for me. I had an argument w/ my friend "N" because I overslept on him. I tried to hold back my sleep and talk to him through the night like every single day. I'm feeling so sad right now. He got mad at me for it and I still don't know what to do to make him forgive me. I just feel sad and hurt like I want to cry so bad. Anyway, I have to hold back now. There's a lot more I have to do now.